How to Hack your Coffee

So ... oh and yes, I said 'hack'... it really feels that way today.

I need coffee.
This has been one of those mornings where you wake up, sit up on the edge of your bed, pick up your bottom eyelids and lips from the carpet and as you throw them over your shoulder think about how you are OUT of coffee.

Some Java Words of wisdom

It may not be a good idea to set your coffee creamer next to your bottle of Olive oil while preparing your cup of coffee.

I wont go into the exact details but at this point, I wouldn't think I would have to.
*blink blink*



(more words of wisdom)

However... if you DO happen to set your coffee creamer next to your bottle of olive oil, a good way to remove olive oil from a cup-o-joe is via cold temperature, i.e; the freezer.

*ahem*

That will be all.
-Jyn

Video-MAMA!

I've been vlogging like a madwoman. There is SO MUCH I was to put on there, so much more about me that I just cant talk about publicly. It's hard... because I know there are others who know what I'm going through.



I'm working on a music video for one of my favorite songs. I just need to gathermore footage.

I just pray that I stay on track... and keep looking forward to my future, and hang in there to complete all these things I've started.
-Jyn

It's about that time again...

So... here it comes... It's May now.
I have to scroll back in time and see how much I actually posted earlier, but- May 22nd is a BAD DAY for Jyn. (and it makes her talk in third person)

Not only is it the day of her first miscarriage back in 2001... but it is also the day of her SECOND miscarriage... in 2007!!!!

Yes... I started miscarrying last year on the exact day of my first miscarriage. I think it made it worse for me.

SO.... yeah. *sigh*
I've been perusing YouTube's Baby belly movement videos over the past few days. I'm just one for a beating I guess. I really really miss being pregnant.

-Jyn