You know, I am beginning to feel that tug...

My mother is really irritated with me.She thinks I downplay myself compared to Jay.Well... uh... duh, he makes more money than I and poops creative like he ate it for breakfast.

I dont think I'm a bad artist, I just dont proclaim myself to be anything special yet.

I'm just Jyn.

But that tug is still there. I want to go out and DO something with myself other than being my molish self in my hole.
People dont understand how hard it is to be seriousely creative with three children under 3 .... sometimes, their creativity makes me howl in laughter... Abbie's little monster faces she draws all over the place.

That child cannot stand whitespace... two round eyes, a round filled in nose, with that line lip and LOOOOOONg straight teeth, lol!

She even drew him in her friend's closet...HAHAHAHA, the monster in the closet... she's gunna be something, but definately not a hairdresser. After her shenanigans with the scissors, Gracie now looks like Joe Dirt.

In memory of her new hairstyle, Jay put on the movie.( Yeah, we happen to own it.)

But who can paint when your children always wanna try or you find your supplies in every room.... for now, I am just going to live vicariousely through Jay... and do my own thing in my web world.

-Jyn